Time

With time comes age. With age comes experience.

I recalled the times when I was young.

I had plenty of time to idle and waste. Anything can procrastinated for months before something actually gets done.

Then every sorrow that came along felt like the end of the world. And I could spend as long as I want in the healing and recovery process.

Then age catches up.

In time to come I will gain full control of my life. And I know that this is my one and only try at LIFE. Suddenly time is no longer infinite.

Gone were the days when Time would wait for me.

That’s when I realised I seriously need to move on.

There is no time to waste on dwelling upon pointless and meaningless issues. Nothing good would ever come out of it. It is unconstructive and simply a waste of precious and finite time.

So from this very moment, I will start letting go. Of everything that is useless, pointless and meaningless. I promise to make full use of my time, and make the most out of my life.

Be inspired by her #2

I watched this clip twice and it made me teared quite abit. There are poor children out there unfortunately struck with such terminal illnesses and are enfeebled by all sorts of medical treatments they received day after day. Yet, there are those who don’t even know how to cherish their lives and what they have. Some live their lives frivolously while some live just for the sake of living. We’re pretty much predisposed to stress, depression and paranoia, especially in a fast-moving and cosmopolitan environment like Singapore. Sometimes people just snap and foolish things ensue. I’m chiding myself of once entertaining the thoughts of suicide. The girl in the clip did not give up her battle with cancer until the last minute and there are many others who are still racing against time to make the most of of their lives. If they have the willpower and courage to face with their predicaments, I don’t see a reason why we should not value our lives more than anything else. Love Life!

Revolutionary Road

Revolutionary Road

Starring: Kate Winslet, David Harbour, Leonardo DiCaprio, Kathy Bates

Directed By: Sam Mendes

Released By: 16th April 2009

Run Time: 119 mins.

Genre: Drama

Set in 1955, the story centres on both hopes and aspiration of Frank (DiCaprio) and April Wheeler (Winslet), a self-assured couple who see themselves different from the rest of the Revolutionary Hill Estates’ neighbours. April, an aspiring actress who desire to move to Paris, while Frank work away all the hours at a corporate company, which he despises by drinking and having an affair. In the end, the couple’s marriage slowly falls into pieces, fuelled by never ending cycles of arguments and jealousy.

Revolutionary Road is not a very joyful film, or is it easy to watch. Instead of being simply entertaining, it achieves what not many films these days do. It wants to be a learning lesson.

This film is superbly crafted, in both the writing and the amazing direction by Sam Mendes. After his great film ‘American Beauty’, he comes back with strong will to do this project. His direction is the best of the year for sure. It feels so professional, so alive. The writing, both of the characters, Frank and April Wheeler, I feel they are so open and 3-dimensional characters, but the screenplay wants to let us inside their lives, and it does so with great passion. Leonardo Dicaprio plays Frank with such intensity, with such force. He gives his best performance here without a doubt, since I don’t really think he has ever done something like this before. Then there is Kate Winslet. My favorite actress, and certainly one of the most talented out there. Winslet has surprised me before in a lot of movies, but here, she surprises me in a whole other way. Her silent, unlikeable, and sometimes human and cold portrayal of April Wheeler is one of the best performances of the decade. She gives the best female performance of the year, and no doubt she finally wins the Oscar she deserves.
The film itself is so beautiful, so alive, yet at the same time, so dark to what the film is about.
Revolutionary Road is not a film for everyone. I can definitely see some critics will hate it, but it should certainly be respected, for its ambition, for the things it accomplishes and every thing it portrays. I think this is Mendes‘ masterpiece. I have not seen a better made film this year.

Movie Review (A+)

Be inspired by her #1 - Susan Boyle

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Dear Susan Boyle,

The night you appeared on Britain’s Got Talent was a huge reality check for us! Never mind the initial sneer. Never mind that bitch who rolled her eyes at you. Never mind the judges who thought you were gonna deliver some mediocre performance. Look who’s having the last laugh now? You certainly had the audience, in fact the whole world, regurgitating the phase, ‘Never Judge a Book by its Cover!‘ (Yes! Never!!! You superficial people!!!) I’m pretty sure many were casting disdainful looks at you! Cynical ones would be even preparing to catcall you and embarrassed you to death! Who would have thought you had such an angelic voice the moment you walked out onto the stage? Who would have thought that you’d be earning standing ovations and compliments for serenading the crowd with “I Dreamed a Dream”? Wala.. It’s not a dream anymore!!! A dowdy, plain-looking, un-kissed spinster transforming into a veritable worldwide sensation! Those video clips of yours are being viewed fervently by millions of people all over the world! Hello?? You’re like officially more popular than Britney Spears! Thanks for putting up such a brilliant performance. Thanks for showing us that we should pursue our dreams no matter how old we are! Thanks for shattering the prejudices that you can’t be a star just because of the less-than-appealing appearance! Quoting Amanda Holden, that was the “biggest wake-up call ever!”

Awe-struck,
Kelvin

Taken

Taken

Starring: Liam Neeson, Xander Berkeley, Maggie Grace, Famke Janssen

Directed By: Pierre Morel

Released By: 16th April 2009

Run Time: 94 mins.

Genre: Action

Bryan (Liam Neeson), a former secret agent living in the US, reluctantly lets his 17-year-old daughter Kim (Maggie Grace, “Lost”) go on holiday to Paris with a friend. Upon arrival in Paris, the two girls meet a seemingly nice young man who turns out to be a member of an Albanian crime syndicate, promptly kidnapping and forcing them into prostitution. Bryan must rely on his old skills in order to rescue his daughter from the slave trade.

I watch action movie but was seldom rave about one, I have to say Taken is one of the movie that left an impact on me, the storyline is one the real situation that can happen and Liam’ acting is so DAMN good you can ffel that fear he have for his daughter who had been kidnapped. This is a movie not be be miss. Especially the phone conversation he had with the kidnapper. “If you do not let my daughter go, I will look for you, I will find you and I will kill you.

Movie Review (A+)

The Goddess has spoken…

The Answer Is….

答案是。。。

11th July 2009

*screams*

*roars*

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Memo to SYZ:

Hey there Goddess!!!! Come 11th July, I will be waving to you like that too, ok!!

XoXo,
Your ardent fan, Kelvin

Question Existing

Today’s post might not make ANY sense. NULL. Seriously. Consider it a rant, a deposit of my fragmented mind. So let’s begin: 

 

Take a look around. Do you have people close to you? Perhaps. Do you have people supporting you morally? Definitely. Do you know if they will share their roof with you if you’re reduced? Probably not. Do you know their motives? Definitely not


I know this sounds so familiar: You really don’t know what you’ve got until you’ve lost it… wait, have you ever thought if you ever knew how bad it feels to have lost it, and regret losing it? Sadistic, but still, isn’t that part and parcel of life? Feeling pain? Shouldn’t we be happy that we fucked up? No? And then again, you don’t know what you’ve LOST until you’ve really lost it. But isn’t that really true? Right. So why are we punished for making mistakes? After all, its from them that we learn, isnt it? Hmmmm. 

But really, how many people would stop to give you a second chance? So my question is, do you REALLY know your friends, your lover, your parents, your best friend? You’d probably never find out, not unless your friends are brutally honest and you’re totally retarded. Don’t people do things for purposes? So its a lie that there is no motive. So all our friends do things for motives. They’re ALL making use of each other! What a bitchy, backstabbing world! So are we supposed to accept that motives now are classified into GOOD, BAD, and MEDIOCRE? And there again, there are hypocrites. aren’t we ALL hypocritical? Is it tolerable that we commit the act only by physical? Isn’t it bad enough to THINK of backstabbing? But no, we’re led to believe its fine as long as its not committed. 
 
And now we’re faced with societies and systems that conform us. Laws that are written in order to bring about harmony and dispel discord. But really, do we know anything about what we obey? Amongst them, many other controversial topics which shall not be discussed here. But why do we obey something we don’t condone either? They say “do not smoke here” and yet you do. Do they not realise rebellion would up-rise sooner or later? 

And so we say we believe. But do you really know what you’re reading or choosing to believe in? How can you believe in something such as a law, if you don’t know WHY it was written or WHOM it was written by, or WHAT purpose did it evolve from? Who are you to subject us to a law, a form that we must conform to. 

Isn’t it ironic that in life we promote harmony and peace but end up fighting wars? Isn’t the world just messed up? Isn’t life just a tale, a tall one told to make us believe in something that doesn’t exist because we could all jolly well be an experiment of another, under observation. Why does the big bang theory not coincide with that of religion and that of evidence? Isn’t it queer? Haven’t you not questioned who we are? 
Never take for granted what you have. What DO we have, really? I don’t know, and that’s why I’m questioning myself now. Do you? 

Life 2

Sometimes I really don’t what to blog. I just log in and stared at the blank page. I wrote a few sentences, then decided that its just crap and erased it off. Repeat the process a few times and proceed to close my yahoo window and sleep.

Work life’s been rather bland.

Social life’s rather stagnant.

Love life’s pathetic.

Economically = poor.

but

I’ve been rather healthy, so I guess its not too bad afterall.

Oh, recently I’m in love with Sun Yan Zi all over again. 我不难过 and 我要的幸福 are such great songs.

我不难过 has such beautiful lyrics.

伪装出来的坚强,更令人心酸难过。

Speaking of which, where the hell is SYZ!!!???? MIA for so long.

What kind of employee are you?

Aries Employee Profile (march 21 - april 19)

Aries employees make excellent troubleshooters. They’ll usually want to be out in the field at a variety of different work sites fixing things. They certainly won’t be happy for very long behind a desk in a 9 to 5 schedule. The bored Aries employee who has been forced into a square hole will typically be restless, angry, and careless with details. No amount of money would compensate for being stuck in a routine job. Money in fact isn’t why they are working at all. They do want to be paid fairly and need a status position to satisfy their competitive tendencies–but even more importantly, they’ll want challenging new projects.They typically like to have a sense of responsibility and need to feel needed. In return, they’ll give their all and provide detailed, consistent work. They will literally work themselves to exhaustion to prove themselves. If you want to keep your Aries co-worker productive and happy, you’ll want to give them the opportunity to work independently or let them help and lead less experienced workers.

Taurus Employee Profile (april 20 - may 20)

Taureans make some of the best employees. They are loyal, hardworking, and no-nonsense. They work methodically and follow projects through until they are complete. Some! may app ear to work a little too slowly-usually because they are so careful-but they will always finish what they start. They thrive on structure, schedules, and routine. You’ll find them doing the same exact thing at the same time every day. Taureans, however, are not exactly the malleable workers that they often appear to be. If they have to work in a chaotic environment, they won’t be happy and will be prone to child-like temper tantrums and stubbornness. They might react similarly if they have to work around ignorant people or at a job where there is no obvious potential for advancement. Taureans will be very unhappy if there isn’t a ladder for them to climb. Even in the worst situations, they will find a way to advance slowly, winning over the most difficult people who may stand in their way of progress. Taurus employees will only take so much patiently and happily before they feel they are being taken advantage of. They will gladly accept orders and do whatever dirty work needs to get done, but they expect rewards. They want material gain, salary increases, and the potential for more power. To make your Taurus employees happy, be sure to give them projects through which they will see tangible results-hopefully something that will allow them to express their unique creativity in addition to their practical side. They don’t want to feel mired in details for long periods of time. Make sure to schedule re gu lar performance and salary reviews. This show of respect should keep them loyal to the company.

Gemini Employee Profile (may 21 - june 21)

Gemini employees can have difficulty concentrating o! n one th ing for long periods of time. They have quick-moving minds and love to talk and communicate their ideas with others. They thrive on social interaction — even if their jobs don’t particularly support it. You’ll be able to find them wandering from desk to desk gossiping about all the sordid news in the office. They can be powerful persuaders in their speech and make ideal salespeople and mediators. They love to negotiate and can work out the best Deal for everyone involved. When properly stimulated, they can manage to keep their wandering mind focused and actually be quite productive. When they are bored, bogged down with mundane detail-work, or forced to work with people who they consider droll, they can become mean-spirited and gossipy. Their moods can fluctuate vastly day to day, as well as their productivity. It is really against their nature to be forced into an average workday schedule and environment. They are happier traveling. lf they are in an office they will need constant new stimulation. Most will be wanting advancement if they see this as a way to escape the limitations of their jobs. This can motivate them to put extra effort into their job. If you work with a Gemini, try to avoid getting into any debates with them - they will surely win and it could end in some hard feelings on your part. They will need an accepting environment-one that supports their need for multi-tasking.

Cancer Employee Profile (june 22 - july 21)

The Cancer employee isn’t at work to feed their ego — their job is just a job and a means to get paid. They work steadily and are usually very reliable. You’ll be able to depend on them to show up on time and do what is necessary. They won’t get involved in power struggles or get upset when someone advances before them. They are able to accept the situation because they see it simply as a rung on the ladder up. Their motivation is security. They’ll want more money the longer they’ve stayed at a job. They don’t want to have to worry about how they’ll make ends meet tomorrow so they’ll need a stable position without much risk. Cancerian workers can slip into some dark moods on occasion. During these periods productivity tends to drop-as well as everyone else’s in the office. Their moods can be so strong everyone becomes affected. To avoid the frequency of these occurrences, managers and co-workers should try to make the work environment as homey as possible-keep it well heated, cozy, and friendly. Don’t press them to reveal their true inner thoughts-their tendency is to be secretive and protective, and they could see prying as an attempt to disturb their security.

Leo Employee Profile (july 22 - august 21)

Leo workers want to be first and at the center of the office. Even if they can’t lead, they’ll look for every opportunity to increase their own status - and if someone else seems ahead of them, look out. They will make it clear that they aren’t happy by pouting and complaining. They want advancement so much that they’ll take on more responsibility and carry a heavier load than anyone else does in the office. And they are self-promoters. It is likely that they are telling everyone in the office what a great job they are doing as well as giving everyone un! wanted a dvice. They know they are superior and want everyone to know it as well. This arrogance can sometimes cause problems when working with management. But typically, they are just hard workers out to demonstrate just how good they really are. They thrive in sales positions - they can promote a product or company just as well as they promote themselves. Their strength and arrogance isn’t just show either. In a crisis situation, Leos really demonstrate their true courage. Leos want to lead and will be pushing for more responsibility and rewards. They are happy to train and mentor new co- workers as they enjoy giving advice and being in positions of authority. If you are trying to manage a Leo employee, you’ll need to give them plenty of praise, responsibility, and independence. They will certainly want to help lighten your load of management responsibilities. Just be careful- the next thing you know they could be taking over your job.

Virgo Employee Profile (august 22 - september 22)

In the right situations Virgos love to work. They make ideal employees, happily working late into the night to make sure everything is perfect and in order. If you are looking for an employee who doesn’t mind starting from rock bottom in the most entry-level position at the company, hire a Virgo. They’ll have no complaints about the position being beneath them. They are CONTENT with basic, honest hard work. Their contentment isn’t always apparent, however. They love to complain and worry. They are quick to criticize the way things are done around the office and are the first ones to grumble disapprovingly at what the! y consid er to be extravagance or laziness. They are blunt and honest and don’t mince words over what they feel just isn’t right. Usually, this will be brought on by someone doing a half-baked job or not being considerate of other co-workers. You’ll want to constantly reassure them, but this will do little to quell their anxieties. They actually enjoy worrying, and there is little you can do about it. Just give them a detail - oriented project and let them work alone on it. You won’t have to supervise a Virgo worker. They’ll check all the facts before getting started and catch their own errors when they are done. To keep a Virgo employee happy, you should also make sure their environment is orderly and calm. You should also provide small gestures of appreciation. They don’t need extravagance, just let them know you appreciate them in small ways that won’t embarrass them. They will probably just shrug their shoulders and say, “It’s no big deal.” But deep down inside they need these little reassurances.

Libra Employee Profile (september 23 - october 22)

Libra employees are detailed, dedicated workers with sensitive natures. Managers and co-workers sometimes find them difficult to get a handle on. They pick up the energy of the office and are unable to prevent it from affecting them. Loud noise, flashy colors, and discordant vibrations will put them off so much that they will have difficulty fulfilling their obligations at work. One day they may seem like the most bright, hardworking, ambitious employee around. The next day they might be down, irritated, and unable to produce. Co-workers shouldn’t f! ret when Libra employees are in a dark mood. It really won’t last, as a happy state of mind can come over them just as quickly. When Libra employees are in a balanced frame of mind, they can be a powerful presence at work-they have a way of gracing everything they touch. Underneath that mess of moods, they really are basically happy and stable people. They are capable of profound logical thought and evaluate all sides of a situation before acting. They are one of the most intelligent Signs around. They are expert researchers and mediators. And their sensitivity to their environment makes them naturals at keeping things looking great. They will easily help others resolve conflicts and can act as a go-between with workers and management so that everyone ends up happy. If you want to keep your Libran worker smiling, give them the respect they are due and put them in a position where they can project their great charm and diplomacy. They won’t be CONTENT to take orders for very long, either- make sure they are given increased responsibility.

Scorpio Employee Profile (october 23 - november 21)

Scorpio employees usually exude a quiet self-confidence. They are self-sufficient and do not depend on others for a sense of self-worth. They keep their private life separate from work and take complete responsibility for their actions and their situation. They don’t make excuses; they just take care of business and expect everyone else to do the same. Those who don’t, co- workers and managers- will have to endure the Scorpio wrath. They don’t mind being completely vocal about what they feel is wrong with any given situation. And if you tread on their fire be sure to expect retaliation. They won’t take insults or opposition lying down. If you manage a Scorpio employee, be sure to follow through with your word and don’t break any promises-Scorpio is keeping track and building up some heavy resentments against you if you do. You may not even be aware of it until too late-but when Scorpio gets too much, you’ll be sure to know. Scorpio employees will react towards those around them exactly as they are treated. When they get what they want, they will be very accepting. If you are trying to work with or motivate a Scorpio co-worker, be sure to treat them respectfully and act professionally. Give them challenging work that allows them to utilize their awesome self-confidence and courage.

Sagittarius Employee Profile (november 22 - december 21)

The Sagittarian employee is head strong, cheerful, and willing to help. They exude self-confidence and take on tasks like there’s no tomorrow. They are willing to tackle even the toughest of projects as long as it is challenging and gets them out of the routine. Lucky for them, their shining personalities and honest enthusiasm seem like a bright spot in the office- otherwise co-workers might begin to build animosity towards someone so arrogant and extravagant. Their tendency to exaggerate and take on more then they can handle usually results in missed deadlines and dropping the ball-not because they are lazy of procrastinate, but because their enthusiasm just gets the better of them sometimes. Don’t let their nonchalance fool you-they really do care about what they are doing! . They j ust have an easy-going attitude that allows them to keep on smiling even when they just messed up big time. Just because they are flexible and easy-going doesn’t mean they won’t tell you exactly how they feel-what is working for them and what isn’t. And they won’t just blindly take orders - they need to understand the method and reason behind the process. If you are trying to motivate your Sagittarian employee, be sure to feed them plenty of challenging new projects and hint that some business trips might be on the horizon once deadlines are met. And whatever you do, try not to question their intentions - it is the quickest way to make them upset. They aren’t capable of deceit.

Capricorn Employee Profile (december 22 - january 20)

A Capricorn employee with too much to do is a happy worker. They need plenty of projects and responsibility. There is no sadder sight than a Capricorn worker without a sense of responsibility. They need to be needed. They are covertly ambitious - usually not flashy or obvious about it-but you will usually know that they are serious and determined about advancing themselves. They are completely scrupulous, so much so that they can be self-disparaging. But they are no pushovers. They can wear down even the toughest customers. Their persistence is incredible. Once they set their sights on a goal, they work away at it until the bitter end-whether the goal be that hard sell or the new hardware release. Capricorns don’t work for free, however. They expect to be paid handsomely and be given more and more responsibility. They need to come out ahead of the pack in the end, ! and they see the work environment as their primary vehicle. They won’t go in for the typical office gossip and politics, though. They want to get down to business at work and see it as no place for fooling around. With a strong sense of duty and respect towards their superiors, it is rare they will join in on boss-bashing or knocking the system. They can get frustrated, however, with blue sky management schemes that lack common sense, and they will interject their dry sense of humor in the most critical ways. If they want change, they will be unyielding. If all their effort leads to naught the result will be deep moods of darkness and depression with a sense of hopelessness. Keep your Capricorn employee happy by paying them fairly and giving them plenty of hard work. Arrange for a path of advancement within your organization for them. If you don’t, you might find them looking for other opportunities.

Aquarius Employee Profile (january 21 - february 19)

The Aquarius employee can’t tolerate unfairness in the office. Hair brained schemes will get the positive attention they deserve if an Aquarian has anything to do with it. They’ll try to help everyone see the good side of a bad situation if it’s the last thing that they do. They are so smart-they can’t help but hold management in disdain if they feel that they are being unfair and unintelligent. It isn’t that they are overly ambitious and think they could be doing a better job- just that they think people in power should know better. Most Aquarius workers are still looking for themselves and will want to try their hand at a variety of jobs in the work! place. W hatever they are doing, they will do conscientiously. They usually have strict personal codes that include a strong work ethic. Their bright, off-beat intelligence, and trustworthi- ness will typically gain them many friends-in and out of work. Beneath that sometimes odd-ball behavior is solid, concrete thinking and sensitivity to co-workers. Keep your smart Aquarius co-worker happy by giving them plenty of opportunity to learn news kills. Raises are less important to them. No amount of money will make it worth their while to stay in a stagnant position. Don’t let them get too bored or they will simply find another job as easily as they found this one-their genius is easy to spot.

Pisces Employee Profile (february 20 - march 20)

The Pisces employee can be a loyal and hard-working, if unconventional, worker. In the right position, they are able to keep their daydreams in check and buckle down on the detail work-giving their all to the boss and corporation whom they feel are worthy of devotion. On the flip side, there is no image of extreme misery like that of an ill-placed Pisces worker. They will act as though their cubicle were a prison cell as they daydream of their own business or next vacation. Unhappy Pisces workers usually won’t stick around too long. Often Pisceans will drift from one job to another looking for that ideal environment to which they will be able to commit and feel a sense of purpose. And if things are going in a bad direction at the office, Pisces will be the first to sense it. They’d rather pick up and leave then wait until the problem reaches a head. Pisces are often misunderstood by their co-workers. Typically timid and introspective, they usually keep their true nature hidden, for fear it wouldn’t fit with the corporate culture. What motivates a Pisces employee to not only stick around but also excel? Try compliments. And show them how their work impacts the entire organization. They need to know that what they are doing is worth something on a grander scale. Acceptance of their unconventional organization and planning will be necessary. Just because their sales report isn’t in the typical format doesn’t mean it is any less effective. Keep their environment bright and upbeat; and an after-work cocktail wouldn’t hurt.

Life 1

Recently been thinking alot… Throughout the whole process I discovered new meanings to my life… Realised that although time heals all wounds, it also opens up new wounds… And its also the one who opened the original wounds in the first place… I also noticed that people always love babies… After I observed for some time I realise that the look on people’s face when they see babies is envy… Cause they see in the baby pure innocence which they can never find in themselves ever…

In the past, when I just got into HSHS, I missed my primary school terribly, and I believe that the life I was having in HSHS was the worst in my life… And when time pass and I go on to Poly and I find that Sec Sch life is actually not that bad… So it makes me come back to a circle that maybe life now although I may think it is stressful and hard, may not be so in the near future…

I have a lot of things I want to say, but I simply don’t know how to put it in words… Sadness that is beyond words is something that is serious… and I don know how long I can take this…

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